When thinking about how Saul is self-deceived, could you think of a time where you were caught up in self-deception? What was your primary goal rather than truth? (self-image, approval, success, greed, etc.)
When you read through 1 Samuel 15, is there anything in the story that you struggle to grasp about God’s character? What was the context behind God’s command to destroy the Amalekites? How does taking a deeper look at this passage help your understanding of who God is?
What are you tempted to build your self-image on other than God? What are the things around you that you find tempting to use as a foundation for your self-image and worth?
In order to maintain that self-image, you have to live in denial in some capacity. When the evidence or reality of your image is exposed, how do you deal with it? What is your cycle?
Self-deception seems to be Saul’s downfall as he loses his rationality and truth ceases to be his primary goal. Instead of truth, he aims for a manipulated self-image and the approval of those around him.
We tend to raise God’s love and mercy above the other elements of God’s character like justice and righteousness, but all of God’s attributes work perfectly and equally together. We can’t dismantle who God is.
Through self-deception, Saul ends up adopting the customs and values of the very nation he was sent by God to destroy.
Saul’s self-deception is rooted in a self-image that is created and rooted in something other than God.
The solution to self-deception is that God chooses us unconditionally and we have access to biblical community that loves us freely through Christ. We don’t have to bring anything to the table (Deuteronomy 7:6-8).
God loves us because he loves us. The basis of our self-image is his love alone.
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